I . am . Pj . 19 . March 16, 1992 . Psychology major . love sweets . Am a fan of anything cute and funny . love Conrado Miguel Hernandez III . life . live . out. loud .
April 05, 2012
Today is somewhat a good day. We had our Bisita Iglesia at 7 churches around Laguna and Tagaytay but the twist is that I had to come with him. Well, technically not with him but with them; his family and my family, and everyone’s family. So, its not just me and him. Before this, I already had the thought that they might come because I have been overhearing about their plan on Bisita Iglesia, so I had some ideas in mind. But when it was announced and I was told not to be so exaggeratedly over reacting (*redundant?!*), I was able to confirm it.
So, the day started at 8am when our first stop was the Belair Church at Laguna Belair 2. We arrived early, as usual, and we had to wait for the other families to arrive so that our prayers will be held altogether. So, their family car went and there he goes; going out of the car smoothly as he can ever be. Of course, I was looking with much feelings and anticipation. He was wearing blue (as the pictures can tell) and was wearing his eyeglasses/sunglasses (coz they have tint, if that’s what it is called). He was also holding their family’s DSLR cam. He was taking some shots of the church, and the family, then Tito and Tita, then my cousins, then ME?! (yes, he took a pic of me!!! *faint*) So, I pretended not to know, and looked somewhere else, so it wouldn’t seem awkward. Yeah, while waiting we were seating in front of the church, and was like bored as hell. Then, he passed by and took a whimsy look at me. I got the tingles the instance he glared at me as if I was a butter atop pancake slices, just melting away with sweetness.
And so, the other families arrived, and we started our prayers yadah - yadah - yadah. And I was there, looking at him, under the RAGING heat of the sun (Yes, all caps RAGING coz it was like being burned alive!) Anyway, I dared not go near him, coz I know I’ll scream or faint or die if I did. So I didnt. 2 Stations of the cross was done at the church and we had to take off to the next. But before we do, they asked for some group picture! And I said, WHAT?! I wasn’t ready to be that close, to be that intimate, to be that … oh! never mind!
They all gathered up in front of the church, posing their greatest poses, and me? Nah! I didn’t wanna join, I said to myself “maybe the next church, I’ll try to go!” So, off to St. John Bosco Parish we go! There was a little bit of traffic on the way, but no matter, we swoop on a different path going there. As we arrived, I took some stolen pics of him. (*hihi*) (But the pics are not here in this album… aww…) We gathered up once more for the group prayer and again I didn’t wanna be near because of the awkwardness.
After the prayer, we went out for the group picture. And I got reminded, something screaming in my head “It’s your time to shine!” I followed whatever that sound may be and I joined the picture-taking. But to my disappointment, he wasn’t there at all! Aww… I would’ve died of regret, but I’m already there, what is there that I can lose?! I went back to the car broken-hearted, ill-fated, mind-boggled. Then, we crossed paths again. And then it hit me, he came from the backside of the church, meaning he could have gotten by the Comfort Room or he had a call or something. I just ignored the situation because we are getting a move on to our next destination!
St. Benedict Church was our next stop, located at West Grove Hills, Laguna. We arrived earlier among the others (we always arrive first!) so we had to wait for them again but seeing him go down their car with his glistening face and captivating smile never gets me off. We went inside the church and it is just amazing! The architecture, the design, the atmosphere, it’s just awesome! I have been here before, but I’m always mesmerized by its stunning beauty!
At first, we had to wait because their were families saying their prayers on the station that we were supposed to say our prayers to. So, in the mean time, they decided to have family pictures inside the church. The other families went ahead and the last two, was guess what?! Mine and his family. They had their picture taken first. His smile is just inspiring! It makes me blush down my core! Next, it is our turn. His elder sister is their official photographer so she took us some pics. After that, we said our prayers to the 2 stations of the cross and got out for yet another group picture. I was in a good mood so I joined without hesitations. Sadly, it is him taking our picture. But, never mind that, I’m just so caught off guard with him taking our picture. It is like taking a picture of me, indirectly! (I’m such a dreamer, aren’t I?!)
Off we went to the next destination; Tierra Madre at Tagaytay. It was so gorgeous without a doubt! I mean, having a statue of Mama Mary with a stone that big with a color like that is amazing! I’ve been to Tagaytay many times, but it was my first time there. Most of the pics on this album was taken here though all of them are stolen shots (coz I’m afraid of getting caught)(>.<)
Anyway, we said our prayers to the 2 stations and it was time for another “Group Picture!” This time, I was with him but of course, distance separated us once again. We had our lunch at the nearby Japanese-Filipino friendship Garden. Everybody have packed lunch for everyone. We settled our grounds, prepared the dishes and got ourselves a meal.I didn’t expect that I would be serving him since I didn’t wanna get near him. I wish I could have died that instance, but no! I have to live to love him! :3
We ate our scrumptious lunch and had to prepare for the next stop (notice how I call the churches ‘stops’ sounding something like amazing race?!). But seeing him lying down the grassy field makes me wanna sleep right next to him and hug him and kiss him and tell him how much I love him so … but all these are in my mind. IN MY MIND! The next church was Our Lady of Perpetual Help, still at Tagaytay. Since everyone was full, it seemed that most were growing sleepy, evident enough that I, myself, was sleepy during that time. But, it wouldn’t seem that I was alone. He was also pretty much sleepy on his own. ^__^
We said our prayers to the stations of the cross and another round of “Group Picture!” was coming. I was a bit closer to him this time and that made me feel anxious to the maximum level. I was so nervous and scared and shy at the same time. I was in a state of panic. So, I rushed to the car and locked myself in. (That was a relief!)
We had to leave for the next church located at Pink Sisters Convent at the other side of Tagaytay road. It was long and grueling and nothing much happened here because I was mega-sleepy and I didn’t want to engage with people because I might just burst into anger because my sleep is being delayed. So, I tried not to make contact. I wasn’t part of the “Group Picture” here because I went ahead the next church which was Angel’s Hill because it was just short walks away. I melded with the surrounding trees so that I may not be seen or called to go over by the families. I watched them pray the last two stations of the cross but of course, in my mind, I was praying as well. As accustomed, “Group Picture” yet again, but once more, I didn’t partake because I was pissed.
So, the day ended pretty much disappointing because I didn’t get a time to talk to him, and take a picture with him, and even get him to smile for me. O.o
But still, I felt happy and even now, I feel happy because the time we spent together, even though not directly together, was enough for me to cherish something that we can never have, even in my dreams!
So, to that I bid you all Good Night!
(I don’t wanna make this any longer, yah know!)
Sweet Dreams by Jessica Sanchez (feeler version)
This is something my brother and I thought of doing the instance we heard this song. haha
Hope you guys take time to watch and enjoy!
^__^
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"Be humble for you are made of earth.
Be noble for you are made of stars."
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"We should all start to live before we get too old. Fear is stupid. So are regrets."
It took 1 look for your smile to be carved in my heart,
But it’s taking me 8 years to chisel it out.
I wish I’m made of wood …
So that even if I am grounded, cut down and shredded,
As long as my roots stay firm, I’m grounded.
Because I like the feeling of forcing myself not to like you.
But in actuality, I’m still madly in love with you!
What I’m trying to say is that even if I try my best (my very best) to forget about him, I like the feeling of staying attached to him.
It’s like taking away something that has sentimental value, from a person. What the person will do is treasure it more instead of forgetting about it.
There is an utterly strong bond that connects the person and the thing with sentimental value. Although it pains him to be away from the thing, but from that perspective, the person realizes how much it means to him. It gravitates his feeling towards it, to the point that from being away exaggerates the feeling of wanting to belong and needing the thing with sentimental value.
As for my case, I feel that the farther I am from him, the more I realize I want to be with him. That he’s all that I need. That he’s more than what I dream. That I love him so much! Although it hurts to forget about him, with that point, and with that point only, can I realize and understand my heart-felt love for him. Call me a martyr or a masochist (and this I can agree), but it’s my way of truly loving him. Because for my case, I don’t think it’s even possible to happen that He and I could be together, happily living forever.
Sad. Yes. But I accept.
It hurts. Yes. But I accept.
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